im at ruzannas right now we were planning on going back to my house after but i guess my parents neglected to tell me that they were going to a wedding?? i have no idea but when i called the house my brothers said that the calendar had somerthing on it and i guess theyre also going to the easter vigil tonight at 7 and didint tell me o.0 hahah omg ruzannas host mom asked if i wanted to go to mass with them.. i felt bad cuz not only would i never go in a church willingly again (except when picking up ajems from ccd), but i had to let ruzanna go alone, and *she* doesint even want to =( she sitting behind me playing the guitar and singing a beatiful russian song.. i want to put this moment in a bottle and keep it, and open it up some time next year when all i have is memories left i never want her to leave i love her so much..shes awesome



claire wants to make dread falls too which is cool cuz now if i have any questions or things to say or tips even, i can share them with someone and we can learn together and compare the afterproducts (evryone knows MINE will be better [actually im just kidding but pretend im not ])



hah im gonna go back home and turn on my monitor and have NO messages, like usual, i know it. thats pretty sucky. i wish more people would talk to me on aim oh well..



i got a bunch of stuff yesterday at ht and spent most of my money so now i have to mooch off people to buy lunch =X im sucha stooge. but i love my stuff. OMG! RUZANNA BOUGHT ME THE BEST CARD GAME!!! its called Weed! and its soo freaking fun hahahhaa theres hippies and dandelions and the po-po and POTZILLA. its fn great. you all should go to spencers and get it yourselves (it was by the front desk at the one i went to and its about $6) its soo freaking fun we played it last night. heres some memories we can never forget (theyll make no sense, sorrie guys..just for our futures references)



s a t a n

prom dresses

saggy-boob barbie

"if it wasint so public you could lei him when you get back"

gaaapp... hot topic bag.. gaaappp.. HOT TOPIC BAG?!!



alright id write more i have to go get my stuff ready to go since we have to be out by 6 so they can get to their vigil...





edit: on my screen when i got back i had one lovely, glorified message from claire, who is so sweet and so nice. awwwwww I LOVE YOU!